Best Kind Of Mess Lyrics
Screaming
1, 2, 3, 4!
Yeahhh!
At the edge of us i'm holding on,
I've lost your trust, but i'm still trying,
I've changed in many ways I can't explain,
I've lost my touch, and i'm not lying,
Screaming, on the inside, yeah, on the inside,
I've come, undone, and i'm waiting, for a time like,
Yeah, for a time like this, to prove, you wrong, to prove, you wrong (Wrong..)
You've got a grip on me, I cannot take hypocrisy,
And you're the killer, my tongues become a gun,
You've tortured me, i'm out of luck, and you're the trigger,
Screaming, on the inside, yeah, on the inside,
I've come, undone, and i'm waiting, for a time like,
Yeah, for a time like this, to prove, you wrong, to prove, you, wrong
What goes on behind those eyes, of yours,
I'll never know but i've been told,
When this all comes crashing down, on us,
I'll be here to sort us out, to sort us, out, out
And screaming, on the inside, yeah, on the inside,
I've come, undone, and i'm waiting, for a time like,
Yeah, for a time like this, to prove, you wrong, to prove, you,
Screaming, on the inside, yeah, on the inside,
I've come, undone, and i'm waiting, for a time like,
Yeah, for a time like this, to prove, you wrong, to prove, you wrong,
To prove, you wrong, to prove, you wrong
Fail
Am I your miracle, is this that kind of love,
I bet, you'd rather kill me instead, of leaving home,
Dry your eyes, you see how I arrive, i've never felt this way before,
I don't care, don't let me die here,
Wait, you know I wanna, wait, you know i'm gonna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to,
Stay, you know i'm gonna, stay, you know I wanna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to, fail
Am I excentrical, exactly what you want (What you want)
You'd rather give me up, i'm all alone, yeah,
I'm alive, just see how I arrive, am I someone that you adore,
I don't care, don't let me die here,
Wait, you know I wanna, wait, you know i'm gonna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to,
Stay, you know i'm gonna, stay, you know I wanna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to, fail, yeah
Fail, fail, fail, I know you want me to, fail,
So dry, your, eyes (Dry your eyes)
Cause I know you don't care, don't let me die here (Ohhhh)
Wait, you know I wanna, wait, you know i'm gonna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to (Ohh)
Stay, you know i'm gonna, stay, you know I wanna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to, fail
(Ohhh) you know I wanna, stay, you know i'm gonna,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to, stay, stay,
It's like you want me to, it's like you want me to, fail, fail,
It's like you want me to, fail
Mess
(Go....) go!
Talk to me, now, while i'm sober,
The way that you look, I know it's almost over,
The fighting has stopped, but i'm still so lost, will you bring, me, in,
Shame, creeps down, my spine,
Like the blade of a knife, and it's taking its time,
Will you wait for me, cause now I can't breathe, the air, runs, thin
I'm another lush, i'm another liar,
How will I stop, when will I start, learning,
Will I, come clean to say, that i'm wrong,
I'm the best kind of mess, yeah, yeah (I'm the best kind of mess)
I'm the best kind of mess (I'm the best kind of)
You know that it, hurts, so bad,
I wish I could stop, but i'm so used to sad,
You asked me to leave, so now I believe, that i'm, shut, out,
Now, i'm taking this pill, just to mend it,
I'm not calling the shots, i'm just calling it quits,
Would you love me, would you hold me, this wreck, I, am, whoa
I'm another lush, i'm another liar,
How will I stop, when will I start, learning,
Will I, come clean to say, that i'm wrong,
I'm the best kind of mess, yeah, yeah,
How will I stop, when will I start, learning,
Will I, come clean to say, that i'm wrong,
I'm the best kind of mess, yeah, yeah (I'm the best kind of mess)
I forget, i'm obsessed, with watching her fall out of love (Fall out of love)
Is this a test, cause i'm depressed, by watching her fall out of love (Love) love
How will I stop, when will I start, learning,
Will I, come clean to say, that i'm wrong,
I'm the best kind of mess, yeah, yeah,
How will I stop, when will I start, learning,
Will I, come clean to say, that i'm wrong,
I'm the best kind of mess, yeah, yeah, i'm the best kind of mess,
I'm the best kind of mess (I'm the best kind of mess, i'm the best kind of mess)
I'm the best kind of mess, you know that it, hurts, so bad (Bad) whoa....
Sarcasm
(Hahaha..
And it is from this world of darkness which can be evil,
Destructive forces..)
You've got me shaking from the way, you're talking,
My heart is breaking but there's no, use, crying,
What a cyanide surprise, you have left for my eyes,
If I had common sense i'd cut myself or curl up and die,
Sticks and stones could break, my bones,
But anything you say, will only fuel my lungs
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be loved,
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue,
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up,
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be hanging, by the neck,
Before an audience of death
If you could be the corpse then, I could be the killer,
If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner,
You could be the drugs then, I could be the dealer,
Now everything you say is like music to my ears,
If you could be the corpse! then I could be the killer!
If I could be the devil! then you could be the sinner!
If you could be the drugs! then I could be the dealer!
Now everything you say is like, music, to my, music, to my, ears!
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be loved,
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue,
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up,
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be hanging, by the neck,
Before an audience of death (Before an audience)
Failure, find me, to tie me up, now,
Cause i'm as bad, as bad as it gets,
Failure, find me, to hang me up, now,
By my neck, cause i'm a fate worse than death,
What a cyanide surprise, you have left for my eyes,
If I had common sense i'd cut myself or curl up and die,
(What are you guys gonna do!)
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be loved,
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue,
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up,
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be hanging, by the neck,
Before an audience
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be loved,
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue,
Watch me choke it down so I can,
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts,
If this is love, I don't wanna be hanging, by the neck,
Before an audience of death (Fuck you all)
Whore
(You, do you know, that bad girls go to hell)
Come on!
Up to your neck in shit, like a plague words spread,
There's no gettin over it, you better bite your tongue,
Cover up your tracks, you know you're down to get fucked,
I, know, what, you, are,
You're like a dark cloud, that follows me around,
Like a virus with no cure, you're like an angry crowd,
I'm a riot in the streets (Hey!) and you're a cheap little whore
(Cheap, whore, cheap, whore, cheap, whore)
Putting words in their mouths, till they choke to death, there's no gettin over it,
You're more deceiving than, most, you tiptoe, around, like another ghost,
I, know, what, you, are,
You're like a dark cloud, that follows me around,
Like a virus with no cure, you're like an angry crowd,
I'm a riot in the streets (Hey!) and you're a cheap little whore
(Don't, make, me, think) any less, of you now,
(I, won't, believe) a dirty word, from your mouth,
(Don't, make, me, think) any less, of you now,
(I, won't, believe) a dirty word, from your mouth,
(I'm, what, you've, lost, i'm, what, you've, lost)
You're like a dark cloud, that follows me around,
Like a virus with no cure, you're like an angry crowd,
I'm a riot in the streets (Hey!) and you're a cheap little whore,
You're like a dark cloud, that follows me around,
Like a virus with no cure, you're like an angry crowd,
Cause i'm the riot in the streets (Hey!) and you're a cheap little whore
And you're a cheap little whore, whore!
(Cheap, whore, cheap) haha, aha, haa (whore, cheap, whore)
And you're a cheap little whore, yeah, hahaha,
(Cheap, whore, cheap, whore, cheap, whore)
And you're a cheap little whore
Hurt
Ohh, yeah, ohh, yeah, how do you sleep through the night,
Where do you go when you hide, waiting for the truth to call,
I don't fear you anymore, how do you think i'm alright,
It's the way, I wait, it's the way, you've changed,
And I like the way you hurt, inside,
Always waiting for the worst, to get, me by,
And I like the way you hurt,
Doesn't really come, doesn't really come as a surprise
Ohh, yeah, ohh, yeah, from all the years that went by (All the years that went by)
Through all of your shit i've survived (Ohhh) you would've thought I had died,
But I made it out alive, how do you sleep through the night (How do you sleep)
It's the lies you, gave, now the roles have, changed,
And I like the way you hurt, inside,
Always waiting for the worst, to get, me by,
And I like the way you hurt,
Doesn't really come, doesn't really come as a surprise
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh) it's no surprise,
(Whoa-oh, whoa-ohh-oh) ohhh, yeah,
(Whoa-oh) not hurt (whoa-oh-oh-oh) it's no surprise,
(Whoa-oh) ohhh, yeah (whoa-ohh-oh)
It's the lies you, gave, now, the roles have, changed
And I like the way you hurt, inside,
Always waiting for the worst, to get, me by,
And I like the way you hurt,
After all you've done, look what i've become,
And I like the way you hurt, inside (Like the way you hurt, inside)
Always waiting for the worst, to get, me by,
And I like the way you hurt,
Doesn't really come, it doesn't really come as a surprise
Voodoo
Whoa!
(C'mon!)
I'm so nervous it shakes the fingertips that are, coursing through your hair,
With those lovely lips that are made to kiss, you know you, put me in a spin,
You've got the body of a goddess, you've got the moves that make me sweat,
You've got a voice that makes me breathless,
Girl, i've got, you, under a spell and I don't think i'll be letting you out,
I've got, you, if this is heaven then baby I don't want to know hell
Yeah! she says my singing gets her thinking filthy,
The thoughts she's thinking I know i'm not worthy,
I know, what I need to sweep her off her feet,
She knows the work, will damn near kill me,
Girl, i've got, you, under a spell and I don't think i'll be letting you out,
I've got, you, if this is heaven then baby I don't want to know hell
I've got, you, under a spell and I don't think i'll be letting you out,
I've got, you, if this is heaven then baby I don't want to know hell,
She can't resist me, she's just what I need,
She makes me so weak, at my knees, at my knees,
She can't resist me, she's just what I need,
She makes me so weak, at my knees, at my knees
I've got, you, under a spell and I don't think i'll be letting you out,
I've got, you, under a, spell!
Girl, i've got, you, under a spell and I don't think i'll be letting you out,
I've got, you, if this is heaven then baby I don't want to know hell,
I've got, you, under a spell and I don't think i'll be letting you out,
I've got, you, if this is heaven then baby I don't want to know hell,
Baby I don't want to know hell,
If this is heaven then baby I don't want to know hell
Wrong
Just take it back, take it back..you were wrong, ow! you always took from me,
You always lied to me while I, tried, to fake a smile,
Is this the only way, that you know how to play,
Watch me, prove you, wrong, you're always telling me to bite my tongue,
You were wrong, you blame me, just take it back, take it back,
I was blind, whoa, you were wrong, you blamed me,
Just take it back, take it back, I was blind, you were wrong
You always took away, never giving anything,
So I, lied (I lied) but trust me, i'm alright,
I tried to find my way, I tried to find my place, it's so hard (It is so hard)
Cause you've poisoned, my, mind, you're always telling me to bite my tongue,
You were wrong, you blame me, just take it back, take it back,
I was blind, whoa, you were wrong, you blamed me,
Just take it back, take it back, I was blind, and you were wrong, yeah!
I finally have a taste, of what it's like to take away,
You're done, for, watch it slip, away,
That thing you try to hide,
Will eat you up, kill your insides, you're fading, you've lost your way,
You were wrong, you blame me, just take it back, take it back,
I was blind, whoa, you were wrong, you blamed me,
Just take it back, take it back, I was blind (I was blind) and you were wrong
You blame me, just take it back, take it back,
I was blind, whoa, you were wrong (You were wrong) you blamed me,
Just take it back, take it back, I was blind, you were wrong,
You were wrong (Wrong) oooh, you, were, wrong
Moving
Yeah
I wanna move on, wanna let go of sorrow,
I wanna live on, I wanna change tomorrow,
You picked me apart, it's all so hard, i'm moving, forward,
I wanna let go, of all the shame I live in,
It's all coming back, because you always give it,
I'm falling apart, when the heart breaks up, i'm moving, forward (Forward)
All these things I can't stop, running through my head,
These things I can't stop, running through, everything,
I'm not the man I used to be, i'm not the man I used to be
I wanna move on, wanna let go of grieving,
I wanna be home, without all the screaming,
I'm taking life back, like a heart attack, i'm moving, forward,
Now i've moved on, you know that i'm not leaving (Leaving)
It's time to let go, it's time to start believing,
I'm running away, to stop all the pain, i'm moving, forward
All these things I can't stop, running through my head,
These things I can't stop, running through, everything,
I'm not the man I used to be,
All these things I can't stop, running through my head,
These things I can't stop, running through, everything,
I'm not the man I used to be
(Oooh..)
Dear mother, dear father, i'm leaving now, after all you said to me,
i'm not the man I used to be,
Dear mother, dear father, i'm leaving now, after all you said to me,
i'm not the man I used to be, i'm not the man I used to be
All these things I can't stop, running through my head,
These things I can't stop, running through, everything,
I'm not the man I used to be,
All these things I can't stop, running through my head,
These things I can't stop, running through, everything,
I'm not the man I used to be, i'm not the man I used to be,
I'm not the man I used to be, i'm not the man I used to be, no, no!
(Haahaahaa what should I do, I don't know what to do with my hands, haha)
Parade
You! come, on (Ohhhh) yeah!
Like a parade, we march ourselves, in, one, by one,
Like the infection, that bleeds out inside of us,
Locked in a cage but, you can't tame, the beast,
We've gotten sick of structure, call a doctor for us,
Somebody, get me out, before I burn this bitch down
Tonight, tonight, you know, i'll save you,
Tonight, tonight, i'll bring you back, yeah,
Tonight, tonight, you know, i'll save you (You, save you)
Tonight, tonight, i'll bring you back, i'm gonna let this bitch, burn
I'm not a slave, I won't be guided, to a grave in,
A masquerade, you'll hide your face (Ohhh)
You got it out for me, like strangers in the night,
Holding close, their sharpened knives,
I've had it, it's dramatic, so, i'm running away,
Somebody, get me out, before I burn this bitch down
Tonight, tonight, you know, i'll save you (I'll save you)
Tonight, tonight, i'll bring you back, yeah,
Tonight, tonight, you know, i'll save you (You, save you)
Tonight, tonight, i'll bring you back, i'm gonna let this bitch, burn (Burn..)
Someone, drag me, from this, nightmare, I, can, barely, stand it,
Somebody, get me out, before I burn this, burn this, burn this, down (Down..)
Tonight, tonight, you know, i'll save you (You)
Tonight, tonight, i'll bring you back, yeah,
Tonight, tonight, you know, i'll save you (You, save you)
Tonight, tonight, i'll bring you back, yeah
Before the sun returns, i'm gonna let it burn,
Before the sun returns, i'm gonna let this bitch, burn (Burn)
Before the sun returns, i'm gonna let this bitch, burn
Hate
It's all lies, out the gate, I snuck up fast, i'm losing everything,
That I thought would always, last, so now I lie, waiting for a cure,
To this poisoned and diseased, mind I thought they'd have my, back,
Now, i've, given, up, god, help,
I've been, falling apart, self-destructive at heart,
It's ok, it's ok, if you hate me, i've been, living my death,
Over and over again, it's ok, it's ok, if you hate me,
(Cause I hate me!) it's ok, if you hate..
Am I blind, i'm letting myself slip away,
Abusing every chance I get to (To, keep myself the same!)
So now I hide, I keep my secrets locked inside (Noo!)
I'll severe out the truth, so the world can see my, lies,
Now, i've, given, up, on (God!)
I've been, falling apart, self-destructive at heart,
It's ok, it's ok, if you hate me, i've been, living my death,
Over and over again, it's ok, it's ok, if you hate me (Cause I hate me!)
And i'll slit my throat, so i'll bleed the truth,
Cut out my tongue (So I speak no excuse!)
There's enough trash in this blood, to pollute you,
(And i'm just a fuck! hate me! hate me! hate me!
I'm just a fuck so just! hate me! hate me! hate me!)
It's ok, if you hate me, i've been, falling apart, self-destructive at heart,
It's ok, it's ok, if you hate me, i've been, living my death,
Over and over again, it's ok, it's ok, if you hate me (Cause I hate me!)
(Hate me! hate me! hate me! i'm just a fuck so just! hate me!
Hate me! hate me! i'm just a fuck so just!) hate
Drown
Yeah!
Am I, free, or am I, just lost, in a thousand waves deep, in the ocean,
Ocean, ocean, should I drown, myself, now,
Ohh, do you crash, on, me, I know, you're over thinking things,
That I need this, need this, need this, from you, so, bad, now,
I'm not giving up, i'm not giving in, drown, me, down,
After all of this pain, you won't, see, me, drown, me, now,
Through the fire, and the smoke, you can't, breathe, me, drown, me, out
Is it, me, or are you the same,
As the weather it makes me, uneasy, knowing, knowing,
How unpredictable, you can, be,
I'm not giving up, i'm not giving in, drown, me, down,
After all of this pain, you won't, see, me, drown, me, now,
Through the fire, and the smoke, you can't, breathe, me, drown, me, out,
Drown, me, out, just, drown, me, out, drown, me out
Am I, willing, to make it, willing, to make up my mind,
This decision, is everything, everything, am I, willing, to fake it,
Willing, to fake my whole life, this decision, is everything, everything,
You know, you know, this takes the life from me,
Takes the life from me, life from me,
You know, you know, this takes the life from me,
Takes the life from me, life from me
I'm not giving up, i'm not giving in, drown, me, down,
After all of this pain, you won't, see, me, drown, me, now,
Through the fire, and the smoke, you can't, breathe, me, drown, me, out,
Drown, me, out (Drown me) drown, me, now, just, drown, me, out
